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cooking class was okay.  3 people dropped out so it was a smaller group and we cooked less recipes.  we made tomato, cucmber, and jalapeno salsa (which was way too spicy because the girls who made it accidently put in enough jalapenos for two salsas and left in some of the seeds too), green three lily soup, oven roasted vegetables (which i loved and will def cook at home), whole roasted chicken (which i doubt i will ever cook unless rob agree to prep it, take all the gross stuff out from inside and carve it after), apple crisp (this is the one i helped make, learned a great way to cut even apple slices and it came out well), and fruit salad with whipped cream (which i didn't try because they put peach shnaps on it to keep the fruit from browning). 

the class ends at 9:30pm which makes parking around my apartment IMPOSSIBLE.  i spent about 30 minutes driving around before finally parking really far away and technically illegally (because i don't have a resident sticker) and then having to walk in the sub zero temperatures back to the apartment immediately putting me in a bad mood.  so when i got home and saw that rob had done the grocery shopping at trader joes instead of shaws or stop and shop i was devestated.  this must be a hormone thing because obviously i would way rather get most of my groceries from trader joes (all organic and healthier) but because i had written the shopping list for a regular grocery store a lot of the stuff he got wasn't exactly what i wanted (including the bacon, lettuce, and cheese for my sandwhiches for lunch) and it just put me over the edge.  rob got (understandably) upset and said next time i can do all the shopping myself and pay for it.  so i left the room and got into bed with all the lights off and cried and felt super depressed.  eventually, right before we both fell asleep rob apologized and i said i wasn't really mad at him, just upset in general, and he said he should have been more supportive and we could get the stuff that he didn't get, or got wrong, at shaws tomorrow and we hugged and went to sleep. 

this morning i packed myself a lunch of strawberries, apple slices, chedder cheese, veggie chips, and a yogurt.  i think i'm probably just hungry because i am SO bored but i have eaten everything but the yogurt (which i don't think i'll like) and i wish i had more to snack on.  its only 12:30 but i got to the office at 9:30 and have spent the whole day reading livejournal and my latest pregnancy book "expecting: one mans uncensored memoir of pregnancy."  i have been really into pregnancy and early parenting memoirs and have basically gone through all the ones they have in the library system so i'm even reading guy ones now.  i don't have anything to do until 2pm when i have "supervision" with my "boss" which i hate and always gives me tons of anxiety even though nothing unpleasant ever happens.  then i have to drive out to dorchester to do an assessment with a client and then i can go home. 

no real plans this weekend but i'm so glad its a 3 day weekend.  actually the celtics gave my mom got rob tickets for might be sunday but i don't remember.  monday night robs mom is throwing a "celebratory dinner" to celebrate that me and rob are having a girl.  she is so crazy.  her and elisa are throwing my baby shower together so she invited elisa too.  i originally told brian i would have lunch with him monday but i really don't want to and can't even afford to anyway so i'm going to cancel that.  what i would really like to do is finally hang out with perrin but i'm not sure if she has plans. 

okay off to go waste another hour and a half before my meetings.